So I just turned 30 last Monday.
What I had in mind when I was younger is that when you reach 30 it will be the the time when you already got your dream job, or maybe running a business that involves something you really love, or have a family of your own with kids living in a decent home.
Tadah! I am so far different from what I have thought then. Haha!
Basically, I am just so lost right now. I am unemployed for a year and what keeps me busy is my being a nanny to my 10 year old niece. In my free time, I read books and watch movies and US TV series. How productive. :p
I applied for a call center representative post last Monday (yeah my birthday) and luckily after 11 hours of waiting in the office, I got the job and was immediately handed a contract. At first I was so happy because it's my first time to apply after a year and I immediately got hired. But when I was on my way home I felt like I wasn't really satisfied with it. I'm not talking about the salary because it was indeed good offer especially the benefits, but I'm talking about the job itself. Was it really the nature of job that I really want? I was supposed to start working the following month so before I could submit all the requirements I decided to just inform them of my decision. The next day, I called the company and declined the job offer.
I must say it was the best birthday gift but I weighed it and really thought the job wasn't for me.
So what now? Well, I don't really know what's in store for me this year. I just wish myself to meet more positive people in my life who will inspire me to do great in life. Great in a way that I will be able touch people's lives in my own little ways. And hopefully, a job that I truly want to do.
Thank you, God for my 30 years of existence, for the gift of family and friends. And for the blessing I got today.
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