We met 3 times.
The first two meetings were ok, funny actually. We're like crazy kids who were lost. Or maybe we were just both shy that we can't really say what we wanted to say to each other.
Yesterday's a bittersweet one. I don't know exactly what happened but after we parted our ways I really did feel something. I felt like I'm a teener who's in a state of cloud nine, heart beating so fast it's as if it's going to explode anytime. When i tried closing my eyes it's only your face that i see. And all i could hear are the sweet words you said about me.
But at the same time, I also felt like you left a hole in my heart...
then suddenly I remembered what I told you: I said that it was going to be the last time that I'm gonna talk to you. You disagreed and told me that we're not doing anything bad. *sigh* We both like each other and that alone is a bad thing already.
I haven't felt this kind of happiness in quite a while. It may be the end but I'm still glad it happened. No regrets. Btw, thank you for the hot chocolate. :)
xx
