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20.11.12
18.11.12
Breaking this fall
Dear you,
I like you because you are funny and you send me funny photos. I like you because you listen to my senseless stories. I like you because you answer my emojis with emojis. I like you because, like me, you also listen to RHCP. I like you because you don't take advantage on people and you respect me. I like you because you've been consistent for the past years. Most importantly, I like you because you make me feel like I am special.
We've met. We've talked. But we've never really "hanged out". So I am not really sure where this is going.
What makes our "relationship" complicated is that you are "in a relationship". You see, I don't like cheaters. I hate them! I believe that if someone is not happy in a relationship they are in, he/she should just walk away. Cheating is not a solution. I am not saying we're doing anything bad because technically there's nothing wrong with just talking. I just fear that what we're doing right now will lead to something that's totally unacceptable.
I knew you we're in a relationship back then and I tried myself not to fall for you, but it's hard not to when there's still communication between us. It's not like we're ordinary friends anymore. It's my fault for falling that's why I am "breaking this fall" already. I need to slowly cut my ties with you. It would be hard for me but this is the right thing to do.
I don't want to risk asking you to choose me over her because I still don't know exactly what is this I'm feeling since we didn't had the time to really get to know each other.
Maybe it will pass. Maybe it won't.
xx
I like you because you are funny and you send me funny photos. I like you because you listen to my senseless stories. I like you because you answer my emojis with emojis. I like you because, like me, you also listen to RHCP. I like you because you don't take advantage on people and you respect me. I like you because you've been consistent for the past years. Most importantly, I like you because you make me feel like I am special.
We've met. We've talked. But we've never really "hanged out". So I am not really sure where this is going.
What makes our "relationship" complicated is that you are "in a relationship". You see, I don't like cheaters. I hate them! I believe that if someone is not happy in a relationship they are in, he/she should just walk away. Cheating is not a solution. I am not saying we're doing anything bad because technically there's nothing wrong with just talking. I just fear that what we're doing right now will lead to something that's totally unacceptable.
I knew you we're in a relationship back then and I tried myself not to fall for you, but it's hard not to when there's still communication between us. It's not like we're ordinary friends anymore. It's my fault for falling that's why I am "breaking this fall" already. I need to slowly cut my ties with you. It would be hard for me but this is the right thing to do.
I don't want to risk asking you to choose me over her because I still don't know exactly what is this I'm feeling since we didn't had the time to really get to know each other.
Maybe it will pass. Maybe it won't.
xx
5.11.12
Hooold it!
"If there is one thing about LOVE that I learned - hold it until you have traveled the world. Don't limit yourself to an island." - Joyce A Ramirez (@PublictyAsia)
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